matrixmann: (Waiting for command)
"You think, when you're out of school you're free, sonny? Oh, hell no! Then work life calls for you - and work life is only a continuation of what's been happening in school, only worse and even more strict. What you already were there, you gonna be also in your job life. If you were a loser, a slacker or a victim of your school mates' coping methods for boredom already there, then you gonna be the same among your colleagues. A really, really small cog in the clockwork...
The only way you'll not be forced to deal with this is when you happened to be born to an incredibly wealthy family or if you managed to become rich on your own before the day you leave school. Which is like zero probability.
So, don't even try to think you're a bigwig that gets his way."
matrixmann: (Default)
"A reason why a state must remain neutral and clean of religion and mercantilism?
To serve all people equally and to maintain a public education system that teaches children by science that antibiotics won't make their head fall off, a car is no living monster to sit in, carnivores can't subsist on grass, potatoes not gonna eat you and that water doesn't poison plants in general."

Ant-sex

11 May 2017 01:55 am
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
Female voice:
Hi!
Saw you standing there.
You got a nice face.
Oh, you're not sipping on your glass?
Well, it's not the best place here.
Just the only one you haven't got to walk miles for to get there.
You wanna come with me and I show you a better spot?

Male voice:
Fuck you bitch,
save your tits,
tell me something I don't know!
I speak three tongues,
work a ton,
Baby, you should get some niveau!

Female voice:
You needn't have to be so rude!
Ts, should've known when seeing your coke instead of a beer
that something's wrong with you, guy!
Better save the drugs next time
and get some manners before you get so aggressive!
Which woman wants to go out with you?

Male voice:
(Who says that I want to go home with a female?)

Fuck you bitch,
save your tits,
try to tell me that I don't know!
You want a bang,
and some drink
Baby, the story's getting fucking old!

2nd male voice:
You turned her down pretty well!
How about the two of us going in a dark corner?
I think I know what you want...

Male voice:
Fuck you, dude,
before I puke!
Tell me something I don't know!
I cut myself,
wanted to kill
Baby, you should get some SM-Studio!

Fuck you, pal,
go to hell,
and please take your fucking tube with you!
You think I suck,
golden luck
Baby, I've had it with the likes of you!

Baby, I've had it with the likes of you!

Baby, I've had it with the likes of you!



Musical genre: Hardstyle (Electronic)

Mistake

21 April 2017 08:39 am
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
A thing that West German leftists don't get about real socialist way of economy is: They didn't invent it anew how structures to produce look like, or did an economy like a hippie community. They only took the old structures known from capitalism and erased the circumstance of having a feudal lord as an owner.
No private person alone or a group was the owner of a facility, the manager administered the factory according to a non-material idea that was "acting for the good of all other employees that work here". If he didn't do that and abused his position, he could be replaced by will of the other workers employed at this entity.
Everyone had his firm position, knew what set of tasks he had to do every day.
If you wanted to take a different position than your current one, you just moved up the ladder through the coventional way. Education or changing the branch, for example.
It wasn't like "today I do one thing" and "tomorrow the other", something unsteady - something that no-one can calculate with, much less raising a family.
Or something that requires all part-takers to be a firm believer of a certain thing to let this thing last.
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
If developing the idea of mixed school year tuition in school even only on a federal level because there are not enough students to fill the year classes, does that mean you're a rich country?

Activist

4 March 2017 09:11 am
matrixmann: (Waiting for command)
"...Human rights need to be preserved...!"
"Human rights - do you really know what this term means? Do you actually have an imagination in mind what it means when these are taken away from you? Do you fucking know what it means to daily awake in a cell, the guards clinging with their tonfas through the bars all over the jail and the first thing they do is beating you up before breakfast? Do you fucking know what it means to get raped three times a day by various people and they spit down on you, piss on you and laugh about you? Can you feel what it means to get played on and it's fun to your torturer to break your bones and see you scream? Do you have any idea how it feels inside to be exposed to the public, to get thrown dirt at and you know either when you don't do as the hosts say or not, the audience is gonna rip you to pieces? Can you feel how terrified you are in all these situations? Or when your Mom, 3 times taller than you, beats you up as a child and locks you in the dark basement as punishment for screaming from pain?
When you stand before a bunch of youngsters that wait to take the popcorn out of their pockets while you cut yourself, shout at them for teasing you everyday anew?"
"... ..."
"Before repeating this term over and over again, get the hell of aware what it actually means! It's not about democracy, freedom all these empurpled phrases! It's not about headscarfs and crosses, gender equality, and you being prefered for a job because you're a woman! It's not about something you can catalog and protect with paper and pencil or claim before a court!
It's about not waking up everyday and the first thing you experience is getting smacked in the face and treated like somebody's tool for pleasure! - when you walk on the street, you get shot for fucking nothing! when you try to be a man, but still get raped and molested because for some still you are a woman for all eternity!
Before you pamper around the next time about your wrong life decisions being "discrimination" or civilian death exists in war, think twice what you get excited about!
You go to university and even your parents pay your ass, some even need to kill to be able to go to school! Some even kill because of school, because it drives them mad!
You think you've seen something?! Fuck it, the only thing you've seen is your golden cage from the inside! And that's the way you act and think!"



Can be seen as a correction or addition to this one: https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/84431.html
matrixmann: (Wasteland Ranger)
Is there a different way to win a war than sending troops and artillery?
There is: Do it the subtle way. Destroy the infrastructure, by selling and privatizing, to let your opponent pay off debts that actually don't exist. Erase the ability to do self-catering with home-grown food, introduce the dependence on imports. Carry technology and patents out of the country. If human intelligentsia can't be lured away, make sure they can't make any profit out of their knowledge anymore - forbid them to work in their disciplines, declare graduations and diplomas to be invalid. Abolish law and order and take your sweet time to install yours as the new ones - to let chaos move in, and crime take hold. Additionally, send your own criminals in to fool the masses and to let the daily terror on the streets be perfect. Pump your own wares and goods into the newly acquired territory - to calm down the conquered masses and to make profit yourself; best even is if you let it be accompanied by advertising and propaganda how good it is, how grateful people can be to have it, meanwhile you can do the dirty work to strip them off their assets. While being at the assets: Rearrange the overall property situation. If the pattern makes sense or not, it doesn't matter - the confusion and the gain for your own fraction is the main objective.
At the end of it all, most importantly: Break the morale, the mindset of the people that you annex. Deconstruct the education system and build it anew. Let culture disappear to be never seen again. Kill the spirit of what made these people up! Make sure that way that you're going to be happy with your annexion for the coming decades - 'cause the resistance fades away with the people aging.
matrixmann: (Thinking)
First, there were fights over religion, then it was political ideologies, now it's about which food to eat.
Mankind really is bored like an overdeveloped ape with too much free time on his hands, isn't it?
matrixmann: (Black suits comin')
Ihr beschwert euch, dass es nur noch um Emotionen geht und nicht mehr um faktische Wahrheiten? Ihr beklagt es, dass die Leute manipulierbar sind wie eine Viehherde und jedem Rattenfänger hinterherlaufen?
Werfe man die Frage mal auf euch zurück. Was macht ihr? "Symbolpolitik", "Leuchtturmprojekte", "Prestigeobjekte", "Spatenstiche", "große öffentliche Gedenkgottesdienste" - mit anderen Worten: Taten sind etwas anderes. Alles wird in die Ferne Zukunft geschoben. Möge sich bitte mein Nachfolger dieser Sache annehmen. Kopf in den Sand stecken und warten, bis dass sich die Sache von allein löst. Große Sprüche klopfen und mahnen vor Dingen, vor denen es nicht mehr zu mahnen gilt, weil diese schon längst Realität sind! Verurteilen von Dingen, bei denen man sich mit den Worthülsen den Arsch wischen kann, weil es stattdessen Handlungen braucht.
Eure Taten sprechen eine andere Sprache als die heiße Luft, die ihr täglich von euch gebt.
Nichts ist unter Kontrolle. Nichts habt ihr unter Kontrolle!
Die ganze Sache steigt euch langsam aufs Dach und ihr seid ratlos, was ihr dagegen tun könnt!
Der richtige Tropfen und das Fass beginnt entgültig überzulaufen - das Chaos fängt an, über euch hineinzubrechen!
Aber statt sich wenigstens damit zu befassen, irgendeine Form von Lösung zu finden, als alle einzusperren, zu erschießen oder ihre Existenzen zu vernichten - das Problem weiterhin unter den Teppich zu kehren -, tanzt ihr weiterhin auf der Bühne herum wie eine Marionette, die seinen Puppenspieler verloren hat. Planlos, ziellos, nichts wie weg von der Bühne! Das Stück improvisieren, sodass man es noch als "Vorstellung" vor dem Publikum verkaufen kann, damit sie einen nicht von der Bühne buhen und mit Tomaten bewerfen, merken, dass etwas nicht stimmt - das versucht ihr noch zu bewerkstelligen, weil euch keine andere Wahl bleibt, um noch möglichst unbeschadet aus der Situation herauszukommen, und genau darin seid ihr so mies wie Marionetten ohne Spieler hinter den Kulissen es nur sein können. Weil Marionetten keine eigene Intelligenz haben!
Ihr glaubt, dass das keiner mitkriegt - aber weit gefehlt! Die Meisten haben nur keine Worte, um es auf den Punkt zu bringen. Und in ihrer Suche nach Worten laufen sie allen möglichen Scharlatanen über den Weg. Gröhlen alle möglichen schrecklichen Parolen mit, die es nur gibt - die schon vor Jahrzehnten falsch waren und die es heute immer noch sind!

Das ist euer Werk, liebe Marionetten! Das ist die Realität, die ihr euch geschaffen habt!
Abbau von Idealen, von Schulbildung, von Zielen, der Aufbau von "jeder ist sich selbst der Nächste" und "du darfst alles machen, was du willst - du darfst dich nur nicht erwischen lassen, oder musst reich sein, um dich freizukaufen!" - das ist alles euer Werk und das eurer "Freunde"! Eure "Freunde", die als Wolf im Schafspelz daherkommen - die keine Freunde sind, die euch nur süßen Honig ums Maul schmieren, eine schöne Position versprechen, und euch zum Ausverkauf von allem nötigen, das eure sichere Lebensbasis darstellt; dass ihr noch jeden Tag Brot aus dem Laden oder nicht schon ein Messer in den Rücken kriegt, wenn ihr nur vor die Tür geht, weil alle nur noch mit Messern in den Taschen herumrennen und andere Leute ausrauben, die erkennbar Geld und Verwertbares in den Taschen haben!
Eure guten "Freunde" wollen euch nichts gutes - sie brauchen euch nur als Mittel zum Zweck! Um ihre eigenen Ziele verfolgen zu können. Und ihre Ziele sind: Die Welt auszubluten, bis kein Tröpfen Saft mehr aus ihr herauskommt!
Ihnen liegt nichts ferner, als an euer Wohlergehen und eure körperliche Sicherheit zu denken, so lang ihr ihnen nicht von praktischem Nutzen seid!
Ihr, liebe Marionetten, werdet genauso zwischen dem keifenden und kämpfenden Pöbel enden, wenn sich 100 Leute um die letzten verbliebenen 3 Brote im Regal streiten! Ihr werdet genauso um euer Überleben streiten müssen, wenn eure "Freunde" von Oben plötzlich meinen, sie müssten das Weite suchen! Ihr seid und bleibt einer von denjenigen, die sich nicht verpissen können, wenn sie nicht reich genug sind und zu der richtigen, angesehenen Sippschaft gehören, die diese Personen in ihren Reihen noch dulden!
Wer ein Palast hat, braucht Vasallen - aber er braucht keinen Palast voller Vasallen!
Denkt ihr wirklich, ihr seid Teil der Auserlesenen, denen es vergönnt ist, unter der Gnade dieser Geldadligen als treuer Diener noch seinen Lebensabend verbringen zu können?
Die Plätze sind schon längst reserviert. Diskretion ist das Credo. Und wer sich bereits in Diskretion bewiesen hat, der behält den Job. Alles andere wäre fahrlässig und ein Sicherheitsrisiko.
Hat euch das jemand schon mal so gesagt?
Die richtig Reichen und Einflussvollen denken in Strategie, sonst wären sie nicht so reich und sie würden es auch nicht bleiben. Sagt bloß, das habt ihr zwischen all eurem Verkehren, Abendessen, Gipfeltreffen und Galas nicht gemerkt?! Dann seid ihr noch dümmer als die dümmsten Marionetten - und diese werden auch nur an Strängen gezogen oder haben eine Hand im Arsch zu stecken!

"Wunderbar"! - Mit 180 und brüllendem Motor auf vollem Kollisionskurs gegen die Wand! Das ist, wovon jeder, der euch wählt, schon immer geträumt hat! Ein Spaß "für die ganze Familie"!



Disclaimer (Ablehnungshinweis): Jede Art von Unterstellung von Gewaltaufrufen gegen irgendwelche Personen, privat oder öffentlichen Interesses, die aus diesem Text in irgendjemandes Fantasie abgeleitet werden, werden als Verleumdung betrachtet. Das steht dort nicht und wird dort auch nie stehen!

Anmerkung: Dieser Text wurde noch vor den Ereignissen des 19. 12. in Berlin verfasst.
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
"Fuck your celebrating of the 80s and Neue Deutsche Welle over and over again - as one of the most decadent decades that one has seen recently! One day you gonna do it with this decade too because remembering one of any of the others would make people discover intelligence and education again!"
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
"Your unconditional basic income is a nice idea, but here's the flaw in your system: It reestablishes how the old social benefits worked, but it doesn't change anything on the factor "prices". As well as that it doesn't change those facts that still each year it's the goal of all national economies to impress each other by proving how much percentage they can compile in attaching zeroes to the sums of the last year ( = GDP) and that the economy it ought to function in only can keep itself up by generating lots of fictional money that doesn't exist out of credits it didn't hand out to one customer, so it's whole self-asserted "growth" is nothing more than multiplying the sums that have originally been there before a few hundred, a few thousand years ago. In other terms: Not only you keep adjusting the sum each year, you also don't change anything that makes it so nessecary that this basic income needs to exist at all. You only make the circumstances takeable again. But that because you don't really know what you're trying to fight when you talk about "overcoming capitalism".
You're still one of those dreamy starry-eyed idealists that don't know how the world they live in really works."
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
"Freedom" and "free travel" are just gifts to the young generation which don't know a world before this was visibly in effect, but they're just breadcrumbs to manipulate them, to get them in favor of that current system that reigns, to make them think if that is gone, they live in a dictatorship. Not even thirst, nor hunger, nor freezing, nor even finding any kind of clothes to keep you warm and protect you from bad weather should make them think they live in bad conditions, it should be that they can breathe no unfiltered air and that they can't spend money on whatever they want which they borrowed from banks anyway.
That way the system wants hold its position and even make sure that, if these young, spoiled and manipulated people that run aroud with twisted priorities in their heads don't get their will, they will become aggressive to take their will from anyone they perceive as standing in their way to get it. And that makes them vulnerable to extremist ideas to even kill people if only they get from the act what they wanted in the first place.

Zero

9 September 2016 05:34 am
matrixmann: (I see with the eyes of a hunter)
These days' youth gets the music it deserves. Uninspired, overly happy twenty-four seven, acting like the world's only a party, thinking there are no obstacles to come in the future - that's something only the rotten meat generation over thirty talks about -, and it's as lame to make you fall asleep - speed is an alien concept to it. While the musicians still manage to come up with a catchy tune, as much as that they're free from talent to deliver ambitious lyrics and an ordinary rhyme. So in the end, what they leave behind is an exceedingly kitschy tune with no message, nothing to dream about and nothing more of than what seems to be one of the negative kinds of ecstasy: The world is colored in rose, all is sunshine and happiness forever and for always, darkness is something that doesn't exist, not even in sound and it better shouldn't. Darkness is a cancer that should be erased ("it fucks up the good mood").

In that point, this youth gets the soundtrack that it deserves and where it's going to end at, one will see.



Previous antics:

https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/61018.html, https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/67222.html
https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/80756.html, https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/83930.html
https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/85542.html, https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/93293.html
https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/92872.html, https://matrixmann.dreamwidth.org/127464.html
matrixmann: (Black suits comin')
One just can't deny that it seems like political discussions more and more drift towards the niveau that is common in the US and that it more and more is about seeing races, sexes, sexual preferences and the discrimination of such.
Like - a white average person that identifies with its born gender is not entitled to critisize a dark-colored person or a person with roots from Turkey, even though it has its justification because the person itself behaves inappropriate and it has nothing to do with him being the phenotype that he is.
First that person is black (or orange or yellow or blue like a smurf), second he is human.
And because he is black, no white Central European person is entitled to say anything bad about him because first that would be discrimination. Just because of something nobody is to blame for, which you can't pick when you are created.
Especially that emerges currently in the refugee debate.
But if another issue is the topic, it is the same.
Suddenly there is dicrimination against women or against sexual minorities and the public gets worked up over another matter. Like there are no other problems to complain about or it always can be reduced to this. That's the ultimate reason why nothing works.
People complain about their own poverty because of discrimination, not because the system dropped them.
And, like a planned campaign against something, if wanting to get excited, they pick out only the worst examples for public debates which you can really certify xenophobia, sexism and discrimination against certain religions.
Acting through presenting, like this is the only kind of person critical of a thing that exists.
There is only black and white, nothing in between. You can recognize a sexist by the shape of his nose.
All mantras that progressivism ever preached about not generalizing, projecting an assumption onto a mass of people blanket, they disobey themselves massively if it suits their wishes. They don't see single persons, they also only see masses standing against them. Let alone if they find someone's statements inappropriate according to their mindset, then he's as outlawed for defamations and reputational damage as a serious felon...
matrixmann: (I see with the eyes of a hunter)
Lobby groups - grassroots - enterprises - paid suit whores - it's hard to tell the truth between all these things. Everyone works for the well-being of his interests. Even those ones which tell you all the time they want to do something for you. And they grab all nessecary means what it takes to get their interests realized. Be it a group that commits itself to refugees or that campaigns against them - where do you wanna know from if not on both sides money-heavy interest groups stand and want to get their will? Where do you wanna know from if it's a conspiracy theory?
The world is not seperated in angels and devils. Everyone's got his dots on the vest.
All like to make money out of you. They all like to make some profit out of you which gives them power over a part of the world.
It's not like capitalistic habits made their way around civil rights advocacy groups.
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
Spectator to a person's life you have once known.
A small house with garden, green in the back as well as in the front. A big chestnut tree in the backyard on the border to the property of the neighboring yard, some children's toys can be seen lying in the grass.
All looks fine and clean and well-maintained.
The car can be found in the carport or parking nearby in the street. It's a pretty recent type, and even not a poorly one, probably it's purchased on credit.
Sure somebody most earn a lot to afford this...
Looking into the deep, you recognize his father's house besides next to it. The maintaining looks similar to it. Only the backyard is greater, there's more property that can be seen due to age and time working, being able to acquire belongings.
Memories of a few years earlier cross the mind... Comparing them to what you find in the present, it raises a waterfall of questions.
How did that come? How did somebody embrace the bourgeois lifestyle who once spoke pretty much against it?
What has happened in the meantime?
It's like a nightmare coming true and a manifestation of what people always warn you about.
Does that mean what it's always called like "getting older"? Do all people, when they age, bury their ideals, or were these ideals serious at all? A phenomenon of puberty?

Does it make you happy living the same life as your father, working for your father?
Does it make you happy being bound by a wife, being bound by a child and by all that stuff that you call your own?
Did you finish school with higher graduation just to end up in the same town like your parents, living next door to them? Gaining profit from what they have built up during their lives?
Where did your talking stay about wanting to make the world a better place? Where does someone see your political intelligence now?
Or did you just surrender to the impression that it doesn't matter what you do?
Have you realized your lifestyle is costly?

Or did you believe in it for a time and now you're trapped in a cage and you don't know the way out? You keep going on because other doors are closed to you?

It rather seems implausible that a once starry-eyed idealist can be happy in a life like this.
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
Putting shows with critical content on air in the middle of the night when barely someone is able to watch is not democracy - it's an alibi.
matrixmann: (Wasteland Ranger)
Don't you climb upon a train! Climbing on a train is stupid, especially if power lines are visibly above it. Be it whether you're a refugee, a kid who is bored with his life or if you just only want a free ride.
matrixmann: (Yuber Suikoden I)
Deutsche Kultur - welche deutsche Kultur? Etwa die amerikanischen Fernsehserien, die du dir ansiehst?
Die amerikanische Musik, die du dir anhörst? Oder die amerikanischen Markenprodukte, die du konsumierst?
Schreist "Rettung der deutschen Kultur" und regst dich nicht einmal über die letzte Rechtschreibreform auf. Oder dass außer Krimis und Telenovelas nichts ursprünglich deutsches mehr im Fernsehen läuft.
Kennst wahrscheinlich nicht einmal die letzten zwei Bundespräsidenten vor dem aktuellen Amtsinhaber.
Wenn jemand das Wort "Schiller" erwähnt, dann winkst du ab und liest doch lieber deine Mangas.
Statt dich bei deinem lokalen Radiosender zu beschweren, dass außer deutschem Schlager keine deutschsprachige Musik gespielt wird, schwenkst du lieber deine Fahne und erzählst von großem Partriotismus und wie sehr du Deutschland liebst. Beschwörst große Formeln und Zaubersprüche wie wichtig es dir ist, und letztes Jahr war es das noch nicht. Wenn dein Land dich zum Kriegsdienst rufen würde, würdest du dich noch als erster im Keller verstecken.
Weißt du wie man das nennt? Das ist nicht besser wie die, die ihre Fahne zu einer Fußball-WM entdecken.
Aus dem Alter für solche Spielchen wächst man heraus, spätestens wenn man Anfang zwanzig wird.
Nur für Jugendliche ist es wichtig, zu einer Gruppe dazu zu gehören, dass sie dafür alles tun würden.
Bevor du große Sprüche klopfst, fang an, dich um Dinge zu kümmern, die du ohne das Schwert lösen kannst. Wenn dir das zu langweilig ist, dann war es wohl nichts mit der Wichtigkeit.
Sie war nur ein Filter auf deinem Objektiv.
matrixmann: (Wasteland Ranger)
Wie gehst du mit jemandem um, der keine Ohren hat?
Wie gehst du mit jemandem um, der nicht sehen kann?
Wie verfährst du mit jemandem, der nicht wahrnehmen kann, welche Botschaft du ihm bringen willst?
Wie gehst du mit jemandem um, dessen Sinne unfähig sind, deine schlauen Geschichten in sich aufzunehmen?

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