You know... I'm troubled to only leave it at that. Even though you have a hard background, and even although you come from a world where all this behavior has its meanining - isn't for nothing -, there's still a point where your own responsibility starts and where it's your thing how you reflect what's been done to you. For example: If you blame just everyone else, even those people which have and had no influence on that, or if you start to notice who in fact has to do with what's been done to you and who has no share of this. Dropping the baseball bat for a sweeping blow and starting to attack those ones which hurt you, gave you false promises and raved about a future which doesn't exist.
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Even though you have a hard background, and even although you come from a world where all this behavior has its meanining - isn't for nothing -, there's still a point where your own responsibility starts and where it's your thing how you reflect what's been done to you.
For example: If you blame just everyone else, even those people which have and had no influence on that, or if you start to notice who in fact has to do with what's been done to you and who has no share of this. Dropping the baseball bat for a sweeping blow and starting to attack those ones which hurt you, gave you false promises and raved about a future which doesn't exist.