One thing is the propaganda and what you are expected to think the way the ruling class wants you is a tragedy but dismiss all that humanity acquired and deny that this is where you have to start with, not what just got originally into your head is not good either. This way not only you will continue with the legacy you won't feel alone cause lots of great people are there in history and you will feel a part of them if you continue rather denying everything. I feel this way, these people help me and I feel I owe them on so many levels.