From what I know, "habit" plays a role and "sadness" in the form of depression-like sadness, or depression itself. If you're used to watch stuff on television for years, it's just like a bad habit or even addiction if you try to free somebody from it. Sadness doesn't need an explanation, you said it yourself - trying to numb something, trying to drown in something, switching off deeper thought because it seems too burdening. Sickness can also be a factor, be it the disease itself or be it sadness caused by the sickness and you search for something that is easy to take, easy enough to take in your physical state.
As I see it, I may do my part in a larger thing, a part which I can do and which I am suited for. Revolution doesn't come from one person, this is very clear, and in fact only from reading some texts action doesn't take place. I see that when looking at the blogger culture in my mother tongue. I do my part as I please and as I think things are important. If one person already gained a piece of knowledge from that which you don't hear in typical Western history writing, then it already served a purpose. The thing with getting wider known also could open up a few juristical difficulties for me, as I'm not willing to take on all the responsibilities that judicature would hold for me in this country (at least if you want to be on the safe side). Not even only that wouldn't be willing to, I'd also think I'm not that much worth of it. Taking a look at the texts I release, I'm more like a fool which likes to put a needle in a wound here and there and that's very much it. Every teenager in dispute with the world does that in a place of his choice when growing up. And when he's in his twenties he stops with it. It's nothing of that great significance that it would need it.
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matrixmann) wrote2015-07-31 07:17 pm
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Sadness doesn't need an explanation, you said it yourself - trying to numb something, trying to drown in something, switching off deeper thought because it seems too burdening.
Sickness can also be a factor, be it the disease itself or be it sadness caused by the sickness and you search for something that is easy to take, easy enough to take in your physical state.
As I see it, I may do my part in a larger thing, a part which I can do and which I am suited for. Revolution doesn't come from one person, this is very clear, and in fact only from reading some texts action doesn't take place. I see that when looking at the blogger culture in my mother tongue.
I do my part as I please and as I think things are important. If one person already gained a piece of knowledge from that which you don't hear in typical Western history writing, then it already served a purpose.
The thing with getting wider known also could open up a few juristical difficulties for me, as I'm not willing to take on all the responsibilities that judicature would hold for me in this country (at least if you want to be on the safe side). Not even only that wouldn't be willing to, I'd also think I'm not that much worth of it. Taking a look at the texts I release, I'm more like a fool which likes to put a needle in a wound here and there and that's very much it. Every teenager in dispute with the world does that in a place of his choice when growing up. And when he's in his twenties he stops with it. It's nothing of that great significance that it would need it.