About privilege (The one who claims to see no flesh but only sees flesh)

[matrixmann]

"You tell me it's racism / sexism if I talk bad about a person whose skin is darker than mine / who has different fuck habits than me?
Who's talking here all the fucking time "He needs to be preferred because he's from a marginalized social group"?
You know what? If somebody really belongs to a couple of these groups that you call "minorities", you won't even recognize him 'cause you're so caught up in your world of cliches what all of them need to be like! You ever asked one of them what they really want? No, you just think you've found the philosophers' stone and therefore you know all of their pains, all of their needs and all of their wants! And you think they're all one homogeneous mass, like there's no variation between them!
Where's the fucking shit of "everyone forges his own fortune" that you grew up with? Where does all the money come from that you spend every day? You really think that destiny is that tightly set?
Then why don't you give up all your lifestyle and donate it to one of the people you say that they need it much more than you?! If you think you're so privileged, you gonna acquire it back in no time and your life won't be like shit 'cause you're a white cis-gender whore that passes so well in this society..."

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[maadmike.livejournal.com]

"This seemed somewhat masochistic from me to do, if I know the final result already years before..."

Yes, absolutely but clever rich guys are also know their business - if suddenly the people like you and at least at the moment me will outnumber the common workers full to ears in debts, bright plans and so on to work from hand to mouth, the rich ruling fuckers will start something which will give them an opportunity to force you do what they like in prison, or they will start a war o clean up the countries and everything will stars again with new currency, financial pyramid and too bright future for the youngsters with very possible drugs for free...

[matrixmann]

You know...
For my taste, what my former life, during the age where it realized that and was relatively a little open about that, saw happening from the side of adults and youth protection services - it was that exactly.
People brainwashed by those myths "oh, life won't be like this if you really try!", young and old, communicated the message to you how wrong and even morally condemnable it is.
I came to that position also only through the inspiration of another person - that guy killed himself, but with a more media-attention-causing method.
I saw how media distorted his writings, what he left behind of his mindset for others to read. They distorted him to a mentally sick idiot who has just taken the wrong pathway - a real beast to society.
Fact is: Part of him was, part of him was not. Signs of chronic PTSD can definitely be found in his self-written diary entries, but PTSD doesn't make you gaga that you don't know what you're doing and saying anymore.
Still I think this part of his legacy is correct, didn't change any bit through all those years. Actually, things even became worse since then.
So, you can say... My mind knew it wasn't alone with thinking so, it wasn't wrong and an idiot (confirmation implies that it's no idiocy 'cause this is pretty individual), it met some other people through that too which agreed with that - but, I also know which path I was heading for and what it would mean in terms of "relationships with other people" for me. Most people would tell you you're a lazy slacker or an idiot because everyone is mentally occupied by the way this system conservatively works.
...Well, admittedly, in between, without calculation for it, some other thing emerged - you can say "life happened" which put me into the position that I won't ever need to surrender to the hamster wheel anymore as I've got both of my hands full with dealing with myself.

[maadmike.livejournal.com]

I don't know a guy you've mentioned but can say that I am afraid to read mentally ill persons, I'd heard that working with them is bit by bit reconstruct your own mentality, it is why psychologists or doctors change the patients. I am not very touchy but prefer to consume info from inspiring me people. Was reading Buddhism for example in my youth and had consume many interesting ideas which are helping a lot through all my years...

[matrixmann]

I don't mention such people because it's the times we live in.
Also, I don't think I need to lean on a youngster anymore who's been dead for a while already and where nothing ever will change anymore.
With having grown, I can very well stand on my own two feet.

It might be my brain, but - I don't know if it sounds strange, that guy ever was like the only person which ever had a real influence upon my life and soul.
Him saying openly what he said in his legacy, instead of many other people steadily denying those things and lying to themselves - this is something that made my journey begin.
From ashes to a soldier who doesn't want to die - I think that's a positive development.
That wouldn't be kicked loose by any of those artificial unauthentic role model figures which you have tons around in the world.