Leaves and good-byes

[matrixmann]

Good-byes never seem to be easy.
Those ones who result from anger and fury seem like the ones who are at least a bit easier, depending on who you leave and why, because you disappear in rage and you won't miss anything.
But, those good-byes which are a result from disappointment in someone or his deeds, seem to be the worst ones because you think about the loss of time you believe to better had it invested into something else. You call yourself a fool for being so blind, for being so naive and for putting so much trust into someone who doesn't seem to have deserved it.

Being deceived might not seem much important, but sometimes it's killing.
It might be killing.
Physically or mentally.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Well then, would you believe your brain not to ever be foolish, your mind to never be blind?
That would be self-deception of the worst kind.

If things were like you said, you could never be happy because you would always depend on others to be kind to you.
But if you accept that it's YOU and YOU alone who can change your reality, then happiness lies in your own hands (and brains ;-)).
What will you be? Creator of your own fate or victim to everyone?

Of course, I also believe in God to have power over my life, that's why for me prayer is also an option to obtain happiness...but I don't know if you are comfortable with the idea of a greater being ;-P

[matrixmann]

I will do as I always do: Try to keep my eyes open and teach the brain, if it has a bad feeling about something, it should listen to that interpretation.